Stay with me on this its a strange one. I can’t stop thinking about a dream I had last night. I’m exceptionally stressed out at the moment and I think that may have a bearing. The dream or part of it goes like this ……
I’m on a London double decker bus with my face pressed against the window and I’m screaming and banging on the window.
Out of the window there’s Reilly around age 30. He’s stood at a bus stop surrounded by a load of people. He’s on his own and still non verbal. He doesn’t know which bus to get and can’t ask for help and is getting upset. I’m banging but he can’t hear or see me and I can’t get off, my bus pulls away.
God the tears writing this.
From what I can pull from the dream its my fears for his future and its rocked my core. I know I’m not the only one, there are millions worrying just the same.
I’m not prepared for this.
How are you preparing for your child’s future or like me have you no idea where to start?
I’ll be looking into what is available currently to calm my raging anxiety about my boy which I will share.
What’s your greatest fears?
I should never underestimate him I’ve learned this in the past but this is just so huge.
The Life of Reilly 